Y U NO UNDERSTAND?

Hi. Guess what happened. Abilash met Nidhi and Sashika. Yay. Claps for them. Woo. Hoo. :D

I should've been prepared for this. I knew this would happen. But. I can't take it.

But I know one thing. After seeing how I have no love in my heart for my mother, I don't want the same situation to occur with me and him too. I'm scared that like her, he'll also be unfaithful and I'll stop loving him, too. I can't loose him. I can't. He's never going to understand though. Even If my life is at stake, if he could he'd go and do what he wants anyway, not caring if it would hurt me or not.

Seriously, why man? What is WITH me losing everybody in my life? It's not a nice feeling man.
I don't even want to imagine how it'll become if he...

That too with her of all people. Just sad man.

And it's not like I'm doubting him or anything. It's just, I'm insecure. Very insecure. After my mother thing, I can't afford to stop loving someone else man. It'll break the broken pieces.

And about that whore, I don't even want to talk. Nobody defines the word 'desperate' better than her.

I don't want to lose anymore people re. I really don't. =)