Our chat:
- sorry i was giving feel. I was just irritated and yu asking again and again didn't help. I thought you'd be koncham supportive and wait for me to tell. But i know you were just worried. Can we please get over the weirdnessfast and talk?cuz a day without you is like a light year
- Yeah ok
- what the fucks that supposed to mean?
- im saying sorry so nicely means why your getting pissed,
- im already in a bad mood. you're not the only one who can have bad moods you know?
- k then ill cheer u up.
- atleast when im in a bad mood i try my best to not be an asshole to whoever im talking to.
- sorry man.ill try to control my moods next time n be nice to you.
- k?
- itsok. dont control re. just watch me lose it next time.
- no re.its k.ill control.ill compromise.as usual.
- its not a new thing for me.
- so yay.
- compromise as usual?
- just generally im telling
- bha now again dont re.
- dont have the energy
- i threw my fucking phone across the room!!!!! you want to say good for you? :")
- see againYOU got pissed. YOU threw your phone. YOU are still pissed.we're talking about YOUR feelings. and I said sorry.
- I threw my phone that day.
- not now.
- its still fucked le.
- sorry phone.sorry abilash okay?what else u want me to do?fall on my kneeS? wait, falling. scar myself?getting knife wait. ok?anything else
- ?
- an im asking nicely,no fighting.
- yea. stop doing compromises for me. i dont fucking need them. got a bad mood, tell me. dont show it on me,
- k so, ill chnage myself cuz u cant bare me how i am.kay,done.
- anything else?
- STOP PISSING ME OFF RIGHT NOW. ILL FUCKING ABUSE YOU I SWEAR.
- hwo am i pissing u now re?am asking sincerely.
- I SINCERELY AM TELLING SHUT THE FUCK UP.
- TELLING YOU*
- k,so, shut up.*shutting up*
- THAT ATTITUDE IS DISSING ME.
- LIKE SERIOUSLY.
- tell me whe i can reply again.
- STOP WITH THE ATTITUDE ALREADY.
- YOU CAN REPLY OF COURSE U CAN, YOUR LIFE.
- no no, u tell me when.
- and also tell me what to say.
- i talk like that, sorry if its attitude
- MY BALLS. STOP GIVING ME THIS ATTITUDE RE. MY BIRTHDAYS IN A WEEK. STOP RUINING.
- really man sorry
- ok.
- what shuld i do.tell.i dont want to ruin.
- you dont know me at all no
- sorry.
- thats all i can say.
- of course of course
- tell re what more.
- ill do, say, anything.
- wish you'd have done that yesterday/
- kay sorry for not inboxing yesterday.
- do u even mean what u just said? hahaha
- yep.
- i have no option but to beleive you. compromise.
- believe*
- dont believe its ok.
- i cant do anything else.
- light.
- DO YOU KNOW ME? FUCKING ANSWER ME? YOU KNOW I AHVE A FUCKING TEMPER PROBLEM AND U STILL FUCK AROUND WITH ME?!!!!!!
- I REALLY CANT BELIEVE THAT SHIT MAN. AT ALL
- ik,sorry for being how i am.ill change.promise
- i still cant believe ur showing me attitude re.
- WOW. great.
- im not re.im being sincere and honest,
- fuck you
- bye
- im really telling.not attitude.
- fine re.sorry.sorry for dhowing attitude.sory for not inboxing.sorry for everything.sorry for existing.sorry for not understanding your temper problem.
- i mean it.
- meant everything i said till now.
- still, sorry really if it seemed like attitude.
- after knowing me long enough. sorry for not understanding ur temper problem. hahahhaha wow
- feels good.
- gotta live with it though
- again i said something wrong. =\
- no im so sorry you're right of course. you never understood me no. i forgot
- my bad
- if i hadnt understood you we wouldnt be talking now
- i know u have temper problems.so my bad that i still showed attitude.my mistake.sorry.seriously.
- good.
- now im sleeping. night. bye.
- apology accepted?
- k. so you still hate me.fine. night.
- yeah yeah
- night
- g'night. :**
Not once in two days he said he loves me or not even kiss face. In fact last thing he said was 'yeah yeah' for the 'you still hate me'. And he said I love you to Nidhi. Today only.
How the tears just fell. Without warning. Why? Why to me? Why?
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