Well, I really don't know what I see in the guy I barely know that makes it so difficult for me to get over him. It's been what, four months now and we dated for only a day I know, but there's just something about him that makes me fall for him every second. Everything I think of brings back HIM.
It's surprising how I've known him so little, but that's the amazing part I guess. It makes him special. Easy to talk to.
Nobody is ever going to understand the love I feel for him. Or is it love? Well, I don't understand that myself. But it is something different, something special for sure, or I wouldn't be clinging to him for so long. Specially seeing as how I change crushes like a woman changes clothes.
So what is it about him that makes me want him and him only? Why do I find myself trying o be distracted, when the cause of my very distraction is him?
I don't know. I really don't.
But I know that the girl he likes is really lucky. And she's a bitch for treating him the way that she does.
I guess that's why they say that the sweet girl falls for the jerk, and the jerk falls for the bitch, and the cycle goes on.
But my point is, WHY am I still not over someone who I dated for like a day?
He is cute. That I'll admit honestly. Person-wise, well, I don;t know.
I guess its just that I think I can break through the shells of people, and his shell, was hard as a oyster's. It hurt when I couldn't get through to him. What;s worse is that I didn't even get a chance to mend things with him because of my best friends. I know they want it for my good. But, anyway.
And you know what hurts? When your two-faced bitch of an ex-bestie can do what you could not.
Yeah, she did it. She broke through his shell. Obviously, because she talks to him day and night. I would love to do that, too. But life doesn't always go your way. And its frustrating. But in the end it;s all just for the best I guess. That's I tell everybody else around me who needs advice, so its time I apply it to myself. But Now I know, its hard.
Saying si easier than doing.
Well, anyway.I just want to...well, okay, if I have to be completely honest, I'd like to get back with him. But I know that even if it does happen ( which I;m 100% sure it won't), when the time comes for me to give my answer, I'm gonna be replying in the negative. It's like I want him, and yet I don;t for the shit he put me through.
And as they say, the grass is always greener on the other side. So, obviously right now, my heart literally yearns for him. That's right. It does.
Funny thing, this heart. It has a heart of it's own.
It's surprising how I've known him so little, but that's the amazing part I guess. It makes him special. Easy to talk to.
Nobody is ever going to understand the love I feel for him. Or is it love? Well, I don't understand that myself. But it is something different, something special for sure, or I wouldn't be clinging to him for so long. Specially seeing as how I change crushes like a woman changes clothes.
So what is it about him that makes me want him and him only? Why do I find myself trying o be distracted, when the cause of my very distraction is him?
I don't know. I really don't.
But I know that the girl he likes is really lucky. And she's a bitch for treating him the way that she does.
I guess that's why they say that the sweet girl falls for the jerk, and the jerk falls for the bitch, and the cycle goes on.
But my point is, WHY am I still not over someone who I dated for like a day?
He is cute. That I'll admit honestly. Person-wise, well, I don;t know.
I guess its just that I think I can break through the shells of people, and his shell, was hard as a oyster's. It hurt when I couldn't get through to him. What;s worse is that I didn't even get a chance to mend things with him because of my best friends. I know they want it for my good. But, anyway.
And you know what hurts? When your two-faced bitch of an ex-bestie can do what you could not.
Yeah, she did it. She broke through his shell. Obviously, because she talks to him day and night. I would love to do that, too. But life doesn't always go your way. And its frustrating. But in the end it;s all just for the best I guess. That's I tell everybody else around me who needs advice, so its time I apply it to myself. But Now I know, its hard.
Saying si easier than doing.
Well, anyway.I just want to...well, okay, if I have to be completely honest, I'd like to get back with him. But I know that even if it does happen ( which I;m 100% sure it won't), when the time comes for me to give my answer, I'm gonna be replying in the negative. It's like I want him, and yet I don;t for the shit he put me through.
And as they say, the grass is always greener on the other side. So, obviously right now, my heart literally yearns for him. That's right. It does.
Funny thing, this heart. It has a heart of it's own.
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