After a storm comes the rainbow. Which lasts for a minute. And then, back to square one, the storm. Which lasts even longer, leaves an ever-lasting scar. The effects also last longer.
Yeah, that's how my life is right now. So even after hundred times being disappointed that I can NEVER be happy in life, me like a freak, expects it. And it does come, no denial there, but for what, a second? And poof! Gone.
Really, what's that word for people who can't see others happy? With me it's either that, or no happiness at all.Really, it sucks. For once, JUST FUCKING ONCE, I want to be happy. But no! My life, EVERYBODY has to screw it up, riiiiiiiiight? Amazing! And if I complain, I seem like the 'oh-she-complains-too-much' types. Really dude, life was no better before or after. There's nothing except a second's happiness, which gives me hopes, and then BAM come the hopes, crashing down, hitting hard. That too, it's not even like I fly way too much, But haha, it's me we're talking about, so, go ahead, MESS THE FUCKING HUMAN LIFE UP.
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