10th Grade's here. Bringing with it all the usual teenage drama. My blog's named Change, and its perfect because now I think the change has happened with me. I have this sudden desire for a boyfriend. N, I'm not desperate, It's just that I see all these happy couples everyday, and hello, even I want to feel like somebody's 'special girl'. I don't know, who it is, but Im just waiting ALL the time for that blissful feeling. Hmph.
All the ups and downs in my life, need to be shared with that guy. Why, why can't the most needed ones have it all? It's always the slutty, desperate girls who get it all. :\ Sad, it is, I tell you.
Anyway, what has changed most is my connection with my family. I don;t know if its just my hormones raging, the rusty adrenaline rush, or them. I don;t know, but things have definitely changed since I got to know my mother's terrible secret. Wish I could change THAT, now.
Ciao.
All the ups and downs in my life, need to be shared with that guy. Why, why can't the most needed ones have it all? It's always the slutty, desperate girls who get it all. :\ Sad, it is, I tell you.
Anyway, what has changed most is my connection with my family. I don;t know if its just my hormones raging, the rusty adrenaline rush, or them. I don;t know, but things have definitely changed since I got to know my mother's terrible secret. Wish I could change THAT, now.
Ciao.
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