To old endings and new beginnings(:

Hello? Anybody want to listen to me complain again? No? Thought as much.
So much for blogging(:
Like all other things, I'll live with it. It's fine.


So, I don't even know how it started. Suddenly, Rachana-Huma-Tanu is just Rachana-Huma. And I don't even know why?(:
They've made new friends. I have too. But I tried to maintain our friendship. But well. They didn't. I'm not gonna blame myself this time for anything because I know I tried. For them, boys and an alien school turned out to be more important. Guess it's okay(: but I've lost them completely. Now, they hang out with Prabhat and don't tell me. Whats more, Abilash is in their thing too. Cool. And he lied to me. I really dont get what I did and why they suddenly hate me. Inboxed Huma, asking why rachana hates me. No reply(:
Nevermind. I guess they. I don't know actually. I really don't. So.


Well, here's the good thing? Me, Rinny and tarun are a trio now. Meeting up today at my home. Hope I'll have fun. I know I will because Rinny will
Be there. :) that's one thing I look forward to.
Oh and I must say, I put on quite an amazing show lying and saying I don't care.(:
But, hey. I'll have fun today(:

No, I don't think anybody can ever replace rachana and Huma. But they did replace me soon enough, so I guess I should move on too. Hell, thy replaced me with more than three people, boys included.
Why can't I just do the same then? I can't. Guess despite everything, I still love them both. I don't want to.
As Sashika says, it's time I realize they're not worth it. But I can't let go. The one year we spent being a thing, I loved. So it isn't easy. But I guess I'll manage.

So, lost a trio, made a new one. Possibly a better one, even. But still, nobody is replacing them. Ever. Even if I'm replaced.(:

Forever a trio in my heart, to Rachana and Huma(:

And, to my brand new trio, Rinny and Tarun(:

:D

Morning came and went, leaving me in the dark.

I just can NOT get over Prabhat.
I really want him.
I want to be his girl. I want to be his forever. I'm ready to even be that whore sarala for him. But I just want him badly. Dont ask me why. I wouldn't know. But I do know that he is one person I want. Like want want.
Just give me him, god? I swear I won't ever ask for anything else. Please give me him. It's okay If hes gonna hurt me again. I just once again want to be his. Please. I do. Badly.
:'(
Just another chance somehow. Please god. Please. I don't know what.
I just want him real bad. Nobody understands it. Nobody. Just give me him? That's all I ask for. Please :'(