So hi. You know that feeling that comes sometimes when you feel non-loved and feel inferior-ish? That feeling is coming big time. From like 3 days. Specially with Nair. HE'S BEING SO DAMN BLOODY WEIRD AND NON-CARING ISH!Bha!! Its so fucking annoying and pissing off. We fought like shit cuz of that, and now the fight's over but he's still the same! Bha! SO UGLY HIS BEHAVIOR IS! I want to cry re baap. The whole day just randomly tears kept coming and going. Everything around me is pissing off. ON TOP MADAR BOARDS ARE HERE IVE TO STUDY.Which normal girl can study with so much burden?Huh?HUH?! Im so pissed off right now. And...okay...depressed. :|
WHY is he being such a kojja? My birthday is in 3 days, I keep thinking it'll get better. But it's been a while now. :'( Is this God's way of punishing me on my birthday cuz of what I did to Nidhi? If it is, then...I can only say I wasnt the ONLY one. =)
Read this somewhere:
"It's good to be a strong person, But it's bad when everyone takes advantage of your strength and thinks it's okay to hurt you."
I want to say to Nair:
Yes you're treating me like shit, yes you dont care, yes you dont love me as much as i do..(or did), yes you seem distant, yes I hate this new change, Yes Im done with bullshit, and yes Im not gonna let YOU ruin my life. =)
But hey, we don't always get what we want, right?
Irony.
Hope everything's fine and my birthday's atleast REMOTELY a good one. Atleast nidhu had support. I don't. The reason for this distress IS "support". God save my soul.
PS WHY ARE THERE BUILDINGS ALL AROUND ME AND ALL I GET TO SEE IS THE UGLY BLACK FUCKING SKY?!
WHY is he being such a kojja? My birthday is in 3 days, I keep thinking it'll get better. But it's been a while now. :'( Is this God's way of punishing me on my birthday cuz of what I did to Nidhi? If it is, then...I can only say I wasnt the ONLY one. =)
Read this somewhere:
"It's good to be a strong person, But it's bad when everyone takes advantage of your strength and thinks it's okay to hurt you."
I want to say to Nair:
Yes you're treating me like shit, yes you dont care, yes you dont love me as much as i do..(or did), yes you seem distant, yes I hate this new change, Yes Im done with bullshit, and yes Im not gonna let YOU ruin my life. =)
But hey, we don't always get what we want, right?
Irony.
Hope everything's fine and my birthday's atleast REMOTELY a good one. Atleast nidhu had support. I don't. The reason for this distress IS "support". God save my soul.
PS WHY ARE THERE BUILDINGS ALL AROUND ME AND ALL I GET TO SEE IS THE UGLY BLACK FUCKING SKY?!
