So, as I've said before, everything is changing. Like my really close friend, she is not telling me her stuff although i know what it is. I mean, I want her to tell me, not someone else as has happened in this case. It was a serious blow to me, the news. What was a bigger blow is that she din't tell me! Like, WOW. God. Guess she needs time or whatever, but personally I think she has................changed. Don't want to admit this. Nor does she. I don't want this, No.
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But anyway I'm quiet excited today, because I don't know why.
WHY???????????????????????
Why is whatever that is happening, happening?
Monday, October 11, 2010
Saturday, October 9, 2010
The starters.
Everyday, I see different things happening, different people changing, some for good and some for the bad. Sometimes, I myself think I've changed. It's all confusing and I find myself in the tangles of a four letter word- Life. What a rollercoaster, this life. New turns always.
So, firstly, one of my best friend has gotten over one stupid jerk and although she's much happier now, at first it all seemed too fast. I really thought it was going to be havoc. But then, it turned out, some things are just meant to be and they happen for the best. I really regret it that I thought it was fast for her. 'Cause it's just meant to be and she is VERY happy now. I'm too, for her.
My other best friend, now she is a confused little soul! She thinks she likes someone else, which is SO wrong. Just obsessed. Her real The One is out there and she knows it. But constantly, she keeps denying it. But I don't blame her because maybe even I would have been like that if I was put in such a situation.
Then there's yet another of my friend, who is all fresh and new. And believe me, I tried very hard to make good friendship with her. But looks like she doesn't like me much. So yeah.
To top it all, my actual BFF is in Orissa at the moment, and I'm missing her, amidst all this crap. Hmph. How I wish she was here.
I'm quiet happy now, actually. Was thoda upset before, but now....like yeah. Face it. It's how it is gonna be. Can't change these changes that are happening. JUST CAN'T.
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There. I'm done chit-chatting.
So, firstly, one of my best friend has gotten over one stupid jerk and although she's much happier now, at first it all seemed too fast. I really thought it was going to be havoc. But then, it turned out, some things are just meant to be and they happen for the best. I really regret it that I thought it was fast for her. 'Cause it's just meant to be and she is VERY happy now. I'm too, for her.
My other best friend, now she is a confused little soul! She thinks she likes someone else, which is SO wrong. Just obsessed. Her real The One is out there and she knows it. But constantly, she keeps denying it. But I don't blame her because maybe even I would have been like that if I was put in such a situation.
Then there's yet another of my friend, who is all fresh and new. And believe me, I tried very hard to make good friendship with her. But looks like she doesn't like me much. So yeah.
To top it all, my actual BFF is in Orissa at the moment, and I'm missing her, amidst all this crap. Hmph. How I wish she was here.
I'm quiet happy now, actually. Was thoda upset before, but now....like yeah. Face it. It's how it is gonna be. Can't change these changes that are happening. JUST CAN'T.
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There. I'm done chit-chatting.
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